| it's been awhile |
[18 Feb 2008|06:29pm] |
most of you are my friends on Myspace and all that but this is something I had to write down because if certain people on my friends list saw me post this there, they wouldn't like me very much...
so yeah... well the divorce is still not final and Eric told me he didn't care if I went and talked to other people and did my thing... well... last night some friends and I went out and an old friend met up with us. I have known him a good 10 years maybe and yeah... it was so nice to see him. and snuggle. and make out a bit.
am I going to hell?
hope it won't just be a one time thing.
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[18 Oct 2007|12:21pm] |
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long time no update. divorce sucks and men are stupid. well boys are, considering that is what I was married to. but I get my little boy and child support so I will some how manage.
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[03 Feb 2007|05:18pm] |
so...
couldn't sleep last night and I was hungry.
at 2:30am, it had been 8 hours since I had eaten.
so I ate a sandwich and the 99 cent sized bag of doritos and a pudding cup.
then I made myself puke in the sink.
I need to not do that.
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| testing... |
[17 Jan 2007|11:23am] |
one of Lucas' 1 year old pictures we had done... though I think I might have been able to do better...
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| 2006 |
[30 Dec 2006|11:42pm] |
the list:
11 random things about this year:
1.for the first time in 25 years, I actually posess hair that I like.
2.Apple Cider beer is good.
3.friends driving cars into houses is bad.
4.I have become a cheap date drinking wise since Lucas was born.
5.we moved... again.
6.we got Maggie, who hates Cyndee, resulting in cat fights, where I get scratched.
7.we got a new-er car. yay for VW's.
8.I learned to appreciate my parents more and learned to tolerate Eric's more.
9.I learned everyone is who they are for a reason and even if they are complete assholes, they come into your life to teach you something.
10.saying you are taking a bath to relax means you are going to get bothered while in it.
11.things can be more beautiful photographed in black and white.
10 best moments of the year:
1.Lucas being born. hands down.
2.Kings Island with Eric and Brandon and Sara. and her screaming on the rides.
3.Lucas smiling for the first time.
4.moving into an apartment I actually like.
5.getting to see Erika. twice. I missed her alot.
6.today I got to see Lucas interacting with my nieces. so cute.
7.getting a closer relationship with my father and growing a stronger one with my mom.
8.the day I got my Nintendo DS. kickass.
9.spending Thanksgiving with Eric's gramma and Christmas with his Gramps.
10.the first time Lucas gave me a hug when I asked for one.
9 beers I sampled at the Budweiser factory:
1.Pumpkin Ale
2.Bare Knuckle Stout
3.Tilt
4.beer Spykes... in Bud Light.
5.World Lager
6.Black and Tan
7.Barvarian Wheat. ick.
8.Peels fruity stuff.
9.Plae Ale.
8 inside jokes that only the girls of Suite103 will get but I will list them anyway. so there.
1."Damn girl, you'd make a man NEVER go hungry."
2."As I was"
2."Ass"
3."Bunks in the trunk"
4."ransom note"
5."duct tape, a chair and the rain."
6."how many straight people can you fit in one go-go cage?"
7."Annie half-ass."
8."young lady, can you assign a name to this???"
7 people [or sets of people] that I’ve got closer to in 2006:
1.my mommy.
2.my daddy.
3.Lucas.
4.Eric.
5.hopefully my sister?
6.myself definately.
7.my in-laws.
6 lessons I’ve had to learn:
1.no matter how many times I ask someone to do something for me, I will eventually have to suck it up and do it myself.
2.Converse and the rain with thin socks = blisters.
3.never get between fighting cats.
4.baby puke smells disgusting. as do baby burps.
5.no matter how much I protest, i most likely won't get my way.
6.Atomic Fireballs + the washing machine + the dryer = bad news.
5 things that I’ve said that I want to take back:
...I will say there are alot of things I didn't need to say but I think there is nothing I didn't mean to say. yes there are things I did mean to say but didn't but I will leave that subject alone.
4 albums that were in heavy rotation this year for me:
1.Tori Amos - "Little Earthquakes"
2.The Wiggles... Lucas likes them.
3.My Chemical Romance - "The Black Parade"
4.The Budweiser "Real Men of Genius" CD.
3 little things that I appreciate more:
1.sleep.
2.showers.
3.water to drink.
2 wants for 2007:
1.more understanding from my spouse and his family.
2.more sleep and Lucas walking and talking so he can tell me what he needs.
one last thought:
c'est la vie.
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| stole this from Miss Liz |
[14 Oct 2006|06:44am] |
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1. Favorite Beatles song: "Eleanor Rigby" and "Let It Be".
2. Favorite Rolling Stones song: "Angie" cause Erika made me LOVE it.
3. Favorite Doors song: not a huge Doors fan though I like "People Are Strange".
4. Favorite Bob Dylan song: i love 'like a rolling stone' and 'lay lady lay' a LOT.
5. Favorite Led Zeppelin song: it's a cover but I love their version of "I Can't Quit You Baby".
6. Favorite TV Theme Song: "The Muppet Show" theme song. :)
7. Favorite Prince Song: *sings offkey* DO ME BABBBBBBY! LIKE YOU'VE NEVER DONE BEFORE! I love "Do Me Baby" cause well, Erika and I spent many a day driving around her neighborhood trying to hit the high notes. and I love his original "Nothing Compares 2 U".
8. Favorite Madonna Song: "Oh Father." self-explanitory.
9. Favorite Michael Jackson song: "Don't Stop Till You Get Enough". *shakes booty*
10. Favorite Queen Song: "You're My Best Friend". bet you thought I would say "Bohemian Rhapsody"? damn 'Wayne's World'.
11. Favorite 'N Sync Song: "Falling" of "Fallin'". so pretty.
12. Favorite Al Green Song: "Let's Stay Together." love it.
13. Favorite Notorious BIG Song: "Big Poppa". memories of the whitest kids in school singing "throw your hands in the air if yous a true playa" makes me laugh.
14. Favorite Song from a Cartoon: I agree that "Somewhere Out There" is a great song. that and "Price Ali" from Aladin. favorite TV theme Cartoon song is the 'Voltron' theme. *hums it*
15. Favorite Bruce Springsteen song: "I'm On Fire" and his original "Because the Night" though I love the 10,000 Maniacs version just as much.
16. Favorite Magnetic Fields song: "Le Tourbillon". I am a sucker for anything sung in French.
17. Favorite Cure song: "Catch". The Cure reminds me of Philbert. :(
18. Favorite song that most of your friends haven't heard: "Counting Backwards" by The Velvet Teen. though people end up getting it on mixes I give them.
19. Favorite Smiths song: "Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others". it's so true.
20. Favorite Beastie Boys song: video - "Sabotage"... song "Body Movin"... though I love that video too. woohoo fondue!
21. Favorite Clash song: I like the Clash but their songs all run together to me. sorry. :)
22. Favorite Police song: "King of Pain". my dad had the 'Schronicity' (sp?) tape and I remember smuggling it from the tape player a few times.
23. Favorite Elvis song: "I Can't Help Falling In Love". so classic and pretty.
24. Favorite Beach Boys song: I will cheat and say the whole 'Pet Sounds' album. :)
25. Favorite Cyndi Lauper song: "True Colors". it makes me sad.
26. Favorite song from a movie: I agree with Liz. when "Colorblind" by The Counting Crows is playing in 'Cruel Intentions' as she is coming up the escalator? awesome.
27. Favorite Death Cab for Cutie song: I love 'Transatlanticism". so pretty. and "The New Year".
28. Favorite Jeff Buckley song: "Lover You Should Have Come Over." *goosebumps*.
29. Favorite Johnny Cash song: I love "I Walk the Line".
30. Favorite song from an 80's one hit wonder: is Crowded House a one-hit wonder? I love "Don't Dream It's Over".
31. Favorite Tori Amos song: "Cooling" yeah I said it... and "Girl".
32. Favorite Kinks song: *sings* "nothing in this world could stop me from worrying about that girl...". damn Rushmore.
33. Favorite Genesis song: "Follow You Follow Me".
34. Favorite Barenaked Ladies song: "I'll Be That Girl" and "Call and Answer".
35. Favorite INXS song: "New Sensation" and "Burn For You".
36. Favorite Weird Al song: heehee... "Amish Paradise" cause he says he's gonna put a boot in your hiney. :)
37. Favorite Peter Gabriel song: "In Your Eyes"... yeah yeah... John Cusack and the boom box... but well, he's hot so it's okay.
38. Favorite John Lennon song: "Jealous Guy".
39. Favorite Pink Floyd song: anything off "Dark Side of the Moon".
40. Favorite cover song: wow... probably Melissa Etheridge's version of Joan Armatrading's "The Weakness In Me".
41. Favorite White Stripes: "Dead Leaves and the Dirty Ground".
42. Favorite dance song: "Hot in Herre" cause it's fun to dance to on a dirt road at Girl Scout camp when the kids are asleep.
43. Favorite U2 song: "With or Without You".
44. Favorite song from an actor turned musician: I don't know actually...
45. Favorite disco song: "Funkytown".
46. Favorite Power Ballad: "To Be With You" by Mr. Big. and "November Rain" of course... cause you get your moneys worth on the bar jukebox. :)
47. Favorite Guns N' Roses song: "November Rain" and "Estranged".
48. Favorite The Who song: "Baba O'Riley".
49. Favorite Elton John song: "Candle in the Wind" and "Written in the Stars".
50. Favorite song, period: man... um... "I Can't Make You Love Me" by Bonnie Raitt.
51. Favorite Sting song: "Fields of Gold".
52. Favorite Billy Joel song: "We Didn't Start The Fire".
53. Favorite Burt Bacharach song: *raindrops keep falling on my head...*
54. First popular song you have a memory of hearing on the radio: Madonna's "Borderline".
55. Favorite Eagles song: I love "Hotel California". so sue me.
56. Favorite Road Trip Song: Phantom Planet "Nobody's Fault". it's so bouncy.
57. Favorite Grateful Dead song: dunno actually.
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[27 Sep 2006|08:43am] |
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having a Project Runway kinda day. :)
my cat Maggie eats french fries. she totally was snaking them of fmy plate last night. weird cat. Cyndee wanted nothing to do with them.
Lucas is cute as always. crawling and standing like a champ. he can hold the coffee table and walk all the way around. though the past few days he has gone all Jekyll and Hyde on me. happy one minute and pissed at nothing the next. I blame teething and my in-laws spoiling him while they were here.
I need a shower. I smell. but I have till 3:30 to be ready to go run errands when Eric gets home.
my hair is all one color. now just to look for a highlight kit and go get it cut.
I bought size 10 jeans yesterday. first pair since Lucas was born. woohoo for pre-pregnancy weight. I want to lose like 10 more but don't want to lose my new found ass. :)
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[13 Sep 2006|04:57pm] |
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I think it is time for a change... what color should I dye my hair? darker or lighter?
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[24 Aug 2006|01:45pm] |
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[21 Jul 2006|10:16am] |
1.my cats hat each other.
2.Lucas refuses to wear anything but a diaper lately.
3.bagels are GOOD.
4."My Super Sweet Sixteen" is a very amusing show. I find it funny the last girl either wanted James Blunt or Bobby Valentino at her birthday. there is a big difference between "You're Beautiful" and "Pimpin' All Over the World." and watching her white-girl dance? priceless.
5.me and Eric and Lucas are going to Gainesville today. maybe some Chipotle will be had. yum.
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[19 Jul 2006|01:11pm] |
this past week we moved into a new apartment so if you want the address (*coughAmbercough*) then let me know.
I was wondering as I was watching MTV when I couldn't sleep... is it just me or does Beyonce look like she is having a seizure when she is "dancing"?
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[14 Jul 2006|12:53pm] |
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Lucas says "What's up?"
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[12 Jul 2006|09:17am] |
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. (Erika Mae) |
× I don't watch much TV these days. (Lucas watches more then me though. does that make me a bad mommy?) |
✓ I own lots of books. (I am a sucker for good book sales.) |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (both actually. my glasses are purple and spectacular.) |
× I love to play video games. (just Tetris. and Lego Star Wars.) |
✓ I've tried marijuana. (yeah...) |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. (and have access to it whenever I want thanks to pa pere.) |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (nope. I did all the dumping. no bad girl for me.) |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (that and the ability to be comfortable enough to fart around people you love.) |
| × I curse sometimes. (more then sometimes. fuckers.) |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (having a baby will do that to a woman.) |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (nope it is just hidden in case of emergencies.) |
( it goes on... )
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[22 May 2006|01:48pm] |
need to keep telling myself that Eric will be home in 2 days and the fact that Lucas is a pain in the butt is a normal thing for a baby to do. still sucks because I am SO tired.
watching TV, a Proactiv commercial just came on and "P.Diddy" said it helps him "preserve the sexy." wtf does that mean?
my head hurts. and they are mowing the grass outside. which I don't get because they just did it on Thursday. as long as the loud as hell ice cream truck doesn't sit in front of my building blasting the same song for 45 minutes then all is good.
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[25 Apr 2006|11:15am] |
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wouldn't it be funny and an ironic twist of fate if katie holmes got post-partum depression since tom cruise is so anti-anti-depressents?
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| Happy Easter. |
[16 Apr 2006|08:56pm] |
it's taken 25 years but I have finally decided I like my hair.
Monkey is getting married and I get to be in the wedding.
I am in Ohio. Eric is in port in the Carribien. how unfair is that?
Lucas is cute.
hyacinths are pretty but they make my nose bleed.
apparently my dad is made about me about something he never asked me to do?
*waves* hi people.
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| of headaches and baby things. |
[28 Mar 2006|02:17am] |
last Thursday, my doctor put me on Topamax for my migraines. he also put me on Zoloft but that's a whole other story. but back tot he migraines, this medication is used to treat seizures but also migraines and is best if used before a migraine comes which well, I never know will happen so I just take it at a certain time everyday. I have decided to stop taking it because since I have been on it it, everday, like clockwork, at about 2:30, I get a fucking, yes I said fucking, terrible migraine that results in me vomiting. even when I have had nothing to eat that day but juice or crackers. not cool. I feel bad because Eric comes home from work and I had him Lucas and go int he room and pull the covers over my head and cry for a few hours. today though, the headache and vomity feeling have not gone away and now I cannot sleep. not cool. luckilly my doctor is the baby's doctor and he sees him on Thursday so we will have a talk and I will not partake in said medication for the next 2 days.
Lucas is now 7 weeks old. he is amazing me everday. he sucks his thumb and watches 'The Wiggles' and tries to hold his bottle and kicks his legs like he wants to crawl and holds his head up when he lays on his tummy like a little turtle. Eric held him while he was sitting on the couch and he climbed all the way up him and peeked his head up over the back of the couch. if you put him next to the cat, he will open his hands and pet her. so cute. and the cat lets him which is good. she has been so sweet with him so that's a very good thing.
too bad Eric leaves Sunday for the boat for 45 days. he is going to miss so much of Lucas' growth.
going to set up some music to download and go try to get more sleep.
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[25 Mar 2006|07:23pm] |
yesterday was my birthday. the big 2-5. so why did Eric trade in his car today? that makes no sense correct? so now we have a 2004 Jetta GLI. nice car. don't need it but oh well. now I don't have to hear him talk about what he plans to do to his Honda anymore. I will miss that car though. I did get a new necklace from Eric and Lucas and some new clothes and apparently having a party tonight so that will be fun and I got my house clean and get to enjoy a baby free day but still.
I just don't want him to leave in a week or so for the boat. *pouts*
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